No Turning Back

Jul 24

Today is my last day here in Ontario. I don’t even know what to feel. I feel so sick, so disrupted, so heartbroken… I have never had to endure something this emotionally overwhelming in my entire life. Not only am I moving miles away and starting school in another country, the most important people in my life are staying here. My parents are still going to be here and the two people I will miss the most – Justin and my sister will be so far from me. I am so used to having people in my life, and all of a sudden I am being put in a State to fend for myself basically. I really have no idea what to do with myself. I’ve been crying since yesterday, I can’t stop. My house downstairs echos because everything has been packed away in the truck… But I guess this is it. There is no turning back now. I have to face the wind, take a deep breath and be strong enough to walk through it. Whatever doesn’t kill you must make you stronger, and that’s exactly what is going to happen. I am going to do things people thought I would never be able to do, even if it requires blood, sweat and tears. So I probably will be away for a week or two driving down to Florida and then getting myself settled and established there. I will be back though so don’t miss me too much. *sighs* What a journey life is taking me through.

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